- The Bast Shrine is now open. That's two. We will know sometime today Who's next.

- I got told off by a god for not taking better care of myself... not even for my own sake, but because I have a lot of things to do for the House and can't do them dead. And that it is an affront to Netjer that I'm not taking better care of Their property.

Oddly this is exactly what I needed to hear. If it were just myself I'd probably be lazy about it, but it's for other people. I can be lazy but not selfish. Any thoughts of suicide I ever have (which are, thankfully, rare) are nullified immediately by the thought of what it would do to my family and friends... but I didn't associate that with just slowly neglecting myself away to nothing. It doesn't really work like that anyway; it's not like people fade away gracefully, but distinct things go wrong and it is painful to oneself and one's friends.

So, yeah, I'm snapping out of it. Made resolutions to test my blood sugar daily like I'm supposed to, at least get a little exercise daily, eat right instead of approximately, and get whatever teeth repairs I can afford done without more delay.

- We tasted wine. Gewürztraminer (gesundheit!) was my favorite of the bunch, by far. Spicy! Whoo! I can skip reds entirely, I still find them "okay" at best. Actually the same is true of most whites for that matter... I'm just not much of a wine person.

- Life is getting back to normal for a bit. Returning to work on the CD this evening. Retreat is in six weeks (!) and I don't know if the CD will be done then, but I'm gonna give it my best shot.

- I just wanted to say again that Morrowind is awesome. I got to a significant part in the story and it's like the whole thing exploded into another level of intensity. One I want to back away from for a little while so I have time for other things. ;)


Posted 07:12 AM CST [Link] [Archives] [Index]

*hug* I'm glad to hear that you're getting on track :)